Friday, 28 December 2012

Feel the Fear, and do it anyway

Right now I am half way into a couple of books posted to me by my thoughtful sister. Bless her. One is the title of this post and to be honest, I feel a little bit embarrased to realise I am reading a self help book as if I ave some massive problem in my life but it really isn't like that. So therefore I am not embarrased but I know what some would think. you get me?

anyway, it has some very valuable lessons. The line I just read which made me write this post is

If you know you can create your own misery, it stands to reason that you can also create your own joy

I guess this could motivate you to make light of the situations you find yourself in that you don't like i.e boring retail job- why not take along your own music make some goals that will get you recognised, be truthful and helpful etc


change your job all together!

and when I opened by browser to post this I also had this great haircut open

come back hair!


Tuesday, 4 December 2012


Just watched Martha Marcy May Marlene. A girl who is never quite sure of what is real and what isn't. Its capturing, for sure! I liked it.

Tuesday, 25 September 2012


I just want to be a fairy who wears pretty things and spends heaps of time with her friends and family. But really Im a tall girl who looks like a boy, works heaps and hangs by herself in her down time.

Well kind of.

Here are some pictures.

I guess mountains have fairies living in them

soooo kiwi


Friday, 13 July 2012

I Lead A Simple Life

Its true.
I enjoy a humble tea, changing my room around, sitting down in the shower, listening to music, cycling to get my groceries, milky skies, hugs and smiles and stories from my friends. This is a list of happy, and its pretty much sans money.

Thats not me, although I have a coat like that and that is one sexy sky.

Thursday, 5 July 2012


draw on your face to make you feel pretty
buy various items to show others what you have
wear clothes that show people whatever you think they'd like
smoke so that you look cool
go to places that are cool to be and make sure its known you were there
be friends with that person because they're well known
be friends with that person before you even know them

Thursday, 28 June 2012


I drew this as a reminder for myself. Everybody has bad days and bad weeks and bad months and things don’t always go the way we want them to and we start to feel like it’s always going to be crappy from now on for ever and ever but it’s not. Hang in there. Super duper is around the corner.”
-Marc Johns 

Thursday, 7 June 2012


The screaming and hugging bit.

Thursday, 3 May 2012


Moving into my mind
Slowly unpacking cases of charm
Each time I am more cautious to open the door
Can I allow the area for them
Return to sender
Cover the old tape with new stuff
But what if there are some undiscovered gems?

Judge after time, unpack slowly.
Be careful with me.



Never has a film ever fucked me up like this one. I wish I was good enough with words to explain myself.

Thursday, 12 April 2012

Thats just it (personal note)

Take more pictures, absorb more images, save for things I like, not worry about others, run, visit, spend time, work, drink water.


My Brother wrote:
Tell my sister I love her.

Tuesday, 27 March 2012


There is a flower in the letterbox.
I don't know what it looks like just yet.
But it will be my first tattoo.

Its time, its a chapter and this one is representing my nan. She has been the biggest in my life so far.
She's not way ahead however, there have definitely been a lot of significant others.
She is the one posting it, its from her garden. But she doesn't know what it is for.

I'm excited though! I will collect different things along the way to go with it.

Thursday, 23 February 2012


I have the most beautiful and caring friends. They support whatever I do, they keep in contact, they're real and they're on my page. Its more than I could ask for. Such Beauties!


Sunday, 19 February 2012

The urge to leave hamilton.

Friday, 17 February 2012

Our hearts will always be in new zealand, but our heads somewhere else.

Amen, girlfriend!

Zara Mirkin

A new association

I found this old tin of my mums. It has some pencils and a sharpener in it. At one point in her life it was one of her only possessions. She now has her own place with lots of her own belongings inside.

My dad also once owned a tin pencil case. It spooked a horse when it was in his school bag and my Nan went flying, there is more to the story but I want to hold onto that myself.

Its just the association im pointing out here.
I love shit like this.

Thursday, 16 February 2012

Sunday, 12 February 2012

the little bits

When your singing along to a song the best bits are the little bits.
For example there might be a line of words and then a little hey in the background.
That hey is the little bit
Or when you sing the music but there aren't any words. Like doo dee doo doo.
Yeah the little bits.

Monday, 6 February 2012

Luck is on my side mo-uckers!

I had my hairdresser selected to call on my phone when they called me! They asked if I wanted to get my haircut while getting filmed. I was like hell yeah! And then my budget for the week wasn't $14 anymore.


Tuesday, 31 January 2012